Its only purpose was
Character Assassination.
This was 3 years ago
yet it still slanders me today when ever I'm in contact with anything
remotely NHS related. As has been the case from most medical tabloids
about me written my Journalistic Phycologists. But this one assembled
by Dr Karen Ashwood was the most aggressive fallacious endeavour of
incrimination, discredit & dishonour so far.
With each different
Psychologists I visit I keep hoping they will take the opportunity of
redemption as they are major instigators to the crack I was pushed
into today.
Karen's article
derailed any need for medical support I so necessary needed & so
curly deprived off with the only agender of writing me off the
healthcare system completely.
Example: “simon has
become dependant on Psychology” Maybe Karen after 20 years I'm
still waiting for you to act. Your professions keep pushing me away
when I have a recognized Disability and Severer Learning Difficulty.
Everything your Facade of a service is in existence for. That is
Desertion.
I did'ent finance my
own Training for a Counterbalance Forklift & Reach Truck 5 year
licence or 2 years of Collage for a level 3 ICT deploma & Cisco
networking & have a 4 page CV so I can be “dependant on
Psychology”. I made every effort to have nothing to do with your
Toxic people. Not so I can Prosper in England but so I can leave it.
I needed a support
worker to Accompany me in shopping as I was parallelised with fear of
going alone and would often suffer from Panic Attacks. My shoes
internal cushion had worn off after 4 years and began grating against
my Achilles Tendon making it bleed. My shoes sole had also eroded
away exposing the plastic foundation, I would slip on the wet
pavements and on polished floors, resulting in many injuries. So I
had to cut apart dish sponges that I got from the corner store(my
only safe place) and attach them with Glue as a patch up and to this
day I still have them.
Without support I would
pass out in public from over sensory, Once I pass out at the top of a
escalator and tumbled to the very bottom which is where I woke up.
Nobody stop me they just step out of the way to save themselves, I
had the grill marks on my lower back for weeks.
Or when I pass out
while crossing the road in central London and woke up in UCLA
Hospital with a broken tooth and nose. It was written off a Drunken
accident. You know what that was? The one & only Fosters 4.2% I
had to calm my panic as once again they Weren't processing my repeat
Prescription for one reason or another which took 2 weeks to
resolve(there's a Google review I did on that).
Without support I was
limited in Supply's, Everything was Covenant store products and
prices.
I would never answer a
ringing phone and anxiously waited for 5pm to be assured nobody was
going to. When it did my heart rate accelerated and I left the room.
Push yourself they
said, over expose yourself they said. They've even coin up a radicle
new term “fight or flight”, What a cliché.
I would even pass-out
in my own home from the freezing temperatures. The worst was when I
was urinating, The bathroom was so cold that I fainted and woke up
sitting back to front on the toilet from a fit. I had smashed my face
on the ceramic water tank with blood. My left eye was so badly hurt
from the impact that I couldn't open it for 3 days.
This happened during a
therapy course (same ****). And I was talking about my events for the
past week and when I mentioned the above, They Delivered only
emotionless expressions as I knew they would from there instructions
to deflect any harm my accommodation was causing me. Its all very
mechanical, They were more preprepared then Snipers. Obvious inspired
from the medical records and there actually 2 sets of them! One your
not suppose to know about.
Or in regards to my
appalling water supply which you could not drink as it makes you
sick, gave me heartburn often and gave me urine infections, I
couldn't brush My teeth as they became soft developing holes and
reseeding, Or wash in as it burns your skin and your hair falls out.
The water was such a
thick white that you could not see your hand through the glass.
“simon thinks he's
water is contaminated” Which Karen has neither visited me to
investigate or asked me to show her videos. I never said such a thing
and this “contamination” was repeated a few times through out
towards anything I had bad experience with that was out of my
control.
Karen was running on a
Hypocrisy and Paraphrasing past medical record articles, which just
like her own were fabricated. Eventually you have a Chinese whispers
chain of journalistic buzz word bingo non sense.
(please visit my
YouTube video to see for yourself: My SOLID HARD water THAMES WATER / Thames Water. And other related Videos to this letter. Or look for my
channel “Simon Mcfarland” with Lega Salvini icon).
Karen also violated my
trust by writing about my Private Life. She wrote about My
girlfriends, My friendships, My travelling, My memberships, My
hobbies. My private life is not anybody's business but my own and
most certainly is not your obligation to broadcast. Unless I choose
to tell you which in this case Karen exploited.
The purpose is so they
can convince themselves they “know me”. Would you buy a
Autobiography written by someone else other then the person its
about? Probably not.
The effort to
manufacture a pathology way into which its all self inflicted or self
invented was outstanding, Ignoring all Facts when inconvenient.
Weaponizing my
Disability & Learning Difficulty against me rather then being a
means for support. I felt like this person I was reading about had
psychosis.
There not there to help
you its a Deception a Smoke Screen. They want you to be a Alcoholic,
A drug user, A smoker so they can hold you responsible. Sorry honey
but I'm neither of them & taking 1 pill doesn't mean you have the
whole bottle. In all honesty you best never ever having any contact
with these mental heath professional people, they decisively do more
harm then good And they been kicking me in the face since 1998.
At this stage of
visiting Karen I was living in private accommodation where I had no
drinking water, Underperforming boil that would provide no heating
and only luke warm water during the Autumn with it set to MAX, So I
was getting an 8th of the heat from the GAS it burned.
I stank as for weeks I
Avoided showering. It was to freezing to be in the bathroom
undressed, The water was cold and damaged/irritated my skin, You'd
freeze more coming out of the shower wet.
I had to wear the same
clothing for weeks as they would take 5 days to dry after laundry and
become mouldy.
The windows were warped
to the point you could put your little finger through, There was
re-spawning black mould on the walls very 2 weeks, Lung infections,
There was damp in the walls and damp around the wall sockets (please
view attached photo's), Continuous draft which made your feet so numb
that your toes felt they were going to burst.
I slept with a woolly
hat, 2 pairs of sock's, Jogging bottoms, 1 T-Shirt, 1 sweater, 1
jumper, 1 fleece blanket, 1 duck feathered duvet, 1 bed quilt. And
still the freezing draft penetrated this and I shivered myself to
sleep.
(please visit my YouTube video to see for yourself: Damp Mouldy Windows & Wall's. 2012 - 2018 & other related Videos to this letter. Or look for my channel Simon Mcfarland, with Lega Salvini icon).
(please visit my YouTube video to see for yourself: Damp Mouldy Windows & Wall's. 2012 - 2018 & other related Videos to this letter. Or look for my channel Simon Mcfarland, with Lega Salvini icon).
The Clanking
Boiler that would begin Clanking at Random times for Random durations
of time.
Mostly in
the evening Continuously till 4pm the next day, Completely depriving
me of sleep.
This went on
for 10 months Unresolved resulting in me eventually handing in my
Notice to
leave.
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(please visit my YouTube Video: Clanking Boiler & other related Videos to this letter. Or look for my channel Simon Mcfarland, with Lega Salvini icon).
The Landlord ignored my
repair requests and was condescending. He knew I had no choice as I
was unable to work, But Worst of all so did the Mental Heath
Professions.
I have a OCD which is a
National Recognized Disability, Severe dyslexia which is a National
Recognized Learning Difficulty. And was assessed by the British Bored
of Education in Victory in 1990 & 1999. I'm unable to stabilize
any form of work that could pull me out of these circumstance And the
living conditions exacerbating everything of my already delicate
health.
Yet from 17 – 29 I
was forced on JSA to work full time knowing my Limited Capability. It
was only at 29 and “let go” again that I was told by a Jobcenter
staff “what are you doing on JSA you should be on ESA”, “ESA,
What's that?”.
From all my 20 years
with mental heath professionals never did they inform me of my
Entitlement to Income support / ESA.
These people
deliberately ignored my need for support and didn't even visit me at
home to investigate my claims as it would only of substantiated the
requirement for them to act.
You know what they did
? Prescribe me generic Anti Depressants & Beta Blockers, next
please!.
While sniggering at me
when I spoke of my pain & misery. Even when I was clearly ill
from sleep deprivation, which promotes mental heath illness. “Go
C.A.B.” as they sat on existing Support Teams that I was
righteously entitled to. Also they knew I was unable to go C.A.B.
alone As I have a Anxiety Disorder! Yet they never even offered
someone to go with me!.
These people wanted me
dead & out of sight.
And I'm sure these
Humanitarian English Multicultural Diversity Mantra Globalists
Footsoldiers go dancing to the coasts of south Europe over zealously
thrusting “refuges welcome” signs & donating to Water Aid.
Yet towards there own Native European People, a dismissive cold
shoulder.
After 6 years of asking
for help that was never coming I handed in my Leaving notice and over
2 months I contacted 50 property advertisements daily, But was only
offered 6 property Viewings. offering to pay 6 months rent &
deposit in advance, they still rejected my application.
Medical Professions
told me “you self sabotaged”.
Yet those who not only
Abandoned there homes but also there homelands As Europeans build
desirable societies, Are regarded as “refugees” escaping harm and
danger.
My Mother & Farther
needed fight tooth & nail for a working Visa to UK and needed to
prove they are self-sufficient and independent so they couldn't
become codependent on Social Security.
Today I see
Phycologists as journalists & lawyers. Adversary's advocating an
agenda that will only work against me.
These medical tabloids
are very dangerous and have prevented me from obtaining genuine
healthcare when needed. When I had IBS it was imposable to be treated
and was dismissed as “its because you have a OCD, Its because your
stressed”, Next!. Regardless how much physical pain I was in they
refused to recognize it using my Medical records as a escape goat.
Or when I had Glandular
Fever yet continued to attend my Full Time work until staff &
boss told me “you don't look right, you look really pale”. I was
24 hours monitored in hospital. I once returned form the bathroom to
be told off my nurses for “disappearing” and having to call off
security as I have “been found”. Unlike the other patients I had
to inform them of everything and everywhere I went till I was healed.
Again that came from the propaganda medical records written by others
10 years before I saw Karen.
See? The tabloids that
these journalist write can have a major impact on your life
permanently. As they make its impossible to refute or correct, You
have no political voice as your off your rocker. There word is the
word of god and its read by the next tabloid junkie Doctor which aids
them in forming opinions about you before they have even shaken your
hand. There so easily persuaded, that's embarrassing for them as
university educated folks.
I did write back to
Karen but had no correspondence apart from the approach of the
Globalist English in future appointments, I clearly offended the
Diversity God's. Its difficult to express yourself with these silly
English Globalist, Anti European, Pro Sub-Saharan, weaponized P.C.
Institutional Barriers. Without offending someone and being
demonized.
The only sanity with
that is knowing that its just that, Silly English Identity Politics.
Which smacks you in the face immediately stepping of your return
flight. I was heavily indoctrinated 6 times in 85 minutes with forced
diversity and I photographed it all.
Its like being in a
Concentration Camp, They wont understand so don't bother. There like
North Korea's continuous propaganda and the lose of your freedom if
you have conflicting opinions. As any contrary thought is seen as a
act of violence.
Just
like the Chinese have been trained since birth to be Proud,
Homogeneous, Narcissistic Nationalists. The English have been trained
since birth to be Self race hating, Open borders, Diversity Mantra,
Globalist footsoldiers.
That
are controlled through guilt. As there demographics have irreversible
radically changed in as little as 40, 20 or even 15 year's.
These people are like
Xenomorphs they have acid for blood. You don't dare attack them even
when they are liberally attacking you. its dangerous to be right
when your authoritarian is wrong.
Karen I came to you at
the height of my mental exhaustion & misery.
What you did Karen was
Evil, Deliberate and designed.
You ran me over with a
ambulance.
Not just Karen but all
the mental heath doctors I have seen over 20 years.
You have had 2 stamps:
1 Red & 1 Green, Yet you have always chosen to red stamp me.
If I had taken my own
life your name would have been written on my chest.
“you have to let us
help you simon” lol the Irony, you've done everything but!
Update: Yesterday while in Argos I bumped into my old neighbour who told me in the 2 years since I left there's been 3 tenants in my ex-property who have all complained about the “contaminated water” and its been empty since. They lasted 6 months each, I had to endure it for 6 years.
One family had a 14
month old daughter who developed eczema on her face and hands from
the “contaminated water”. And fell extremely ill from the damp
mould and draft.
He believes the place
has been registered unfit for inhabitation.
As its been derelict
for a few months.
Simon
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